My Life

2006-07-08T10:06:00.000-07:00

Hey guys, back from camp, and it was amazing!..... as usual. Senior girls rocked at the pool challenge and we lost at human bowling and slip 'n' slide, games were still fun. We sang a new song writted by Kevin and Mandy, I believe. the chorus is:

"This is a love song to you
This is a love song to you
My life is a love song to you
My life is a love song to you"

Watching 7th and 8th graders raise their hands shamlessly to god was amazing, and we had a new girl at camp who has to wear leg braces because of a leg strength problem, and one night, I looked over, and all the 7th grade girls were in a circle around her, praying for healing. The 7th grade guys were having visions of purpose for peoples lives in the room older than them and not knowing who they were, walking up to them and laying hands on them and praying for them. People you know are late sleepers waking up at 5:30am to go to the prayer room until breakfast at 8:00am. Camp is amazing,

I think there will be more camp storys at www.riverstonewf.org

and there are pictures and videos from last year at www.wfsummercamp.org

Also, for pictures someone else took of the marrietta kids at our colorado trip, go to :

http://sites.younglife.org/sites/Cobb/default.aspx and click on "frontier ranch pictures avalible" to look at them

annemarie

Today....

2006-06-28T06:11:00.000-07:00

Well, I get to leave for summer camp on sunday! yes! and sunday night at camp we have the obstacle course! even better! Get to dive into large 5ft deep holes filled with muddy water! not like I care about my hair, lol.

We are having three dance at camp this year, a hoe down, lual, and a "be creative" dance

Im gonna be a ninja! yea! stealthy ninja! stealthy ninja! stealthy ninja!

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I got my pics back from colorado lol, some pretty funny stuff on those pics.

Chad wants to have a reunion party, oh great, I can see it now, me and all the crazy girls in our cabin standing in a circle chanting:

"BIG BEAR, BIG BEAR, BIG BEAR, BIG BEAR, BIG BEAR, BIG BEAR, WHAT CABIN ARE WE IN? Grrrrrrrrrrrooowwwllllll, BIG BEARRRRR"

gotta love our big bear chant.

Anyways, love to all, but why don't more people read my site?

AnneMarie

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Ok, my update for Thursday, the 29th

I am still packing for camp and get my braces off in a week and a half!!!!!!!!!
YES!!!!!!!!! 3 1/2 years, its about time!

leaving for camp on sunday, don't forget to call me.. JENNI! 404-702-9497

2006-06-24T12:34:00.000-07:00

I babysat today and am on tuesday also. fun fun. I love kids, but don't love always watching them...Well, the ones I watched today are a bit roudy, but the one on tuesday is soooo sweet!

AnneMarie

youth group camp in a few weeks! yea

Colorado trip with young life

2006-06-20T12:00:00.000-07:00

Trip to Colorado.

Thursday June 8th - Sunday June 18th

Thursday 8th - on the bus with carly at 8:30am
Drive through Alabama and Tennesee, stop in St. Louis to have dinner and ride up the arch.
Watch way to many movies, including high school musical and dumb and dumber, and bruce almighty

midnight - wake up in Kansas.......flat ground and the only accidents are overturned tractors

Friday - still on bus, stop at the royal gorge to walk across the largest suspension bridge ever, then go to our hotel and around 5:00pm. hotel in colorado (5hrs from camp) go to a colorado rockies game then hang out...note to self: never walk around city alone there, scary people.

Saturday - everyone well rested from night at hotel and ready to go. Get on bus and ride to camp. we unpack at camp and have the obstacle course! the preppy people didn't like getting dirty, but I thought it was so fun! I climbed a tree to block o hose (the point is to keep your cabin leader dry)

Sunday - we all hung out and rested up

Monday - all camp volleyball tornument

Tuesday - ridge runners ( basically small ATV's that are way too much fun, and you get so dusty! fun! yea for getting dirty!)

Wednesday - climbed the mountain Mt. Chrstolyte <- dont know if I spelled it right. 13ooo ft and the 2nd highest mountain in colorado!

Thursday - the Dance.......I think I might cry (NOT! hes a jerk!...if you dont know what I am talking about, feel free to ask!)

Friday - we all hung out and Omar accepted christ! YEA! and the we all had to leave

Saturday, another fun night on the bus

Sunday - and we get home!!!!!! Mostley dead tired, but home

(We got home at 7:30am and I went right to sleep and woke up to banging on my door at 6:30pm announcing dinner)

Im home!

2006-06-19T08:12:00.000-07:00

I just got back from an amazing 12 days in colorado!

Update on the trip later, but it was amazing!

AnneMarie

summer, seniors, summer camp!

2006-05-31T12:51:00.000-07:00

my favorite three S words! Senior, summer, summer camp!

camp website : www.wfsummercamp.org

I am now a senior> :-D

And I can sleep in and be sorta lazy.........

AnneMarie

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Ice cream - annemarie mize

This lie you told
this pain you gave
to my heart
now you have
torn me apart

(chorus)
You said this relationship
would be just like ice cream
stong and sweet
and you lied
you changed flavors
I have melted
all over the ground

In this life
Is there anyone
girls can trust
not to be
a fool

(Chorus)

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::edit::

(\__/)
( oo )
( >< )

bunny shall rule the world "Mwa ha ha ha ha ha!".....no more caffiene for me.

new website is www/tagworld.com/junior_mints_roc

2006-05-22T01:15:00.000-07:00

I will run
from you
this love
is not real
you only want one thing
then you're gone
I will take my
broken heart
and try to heal.

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the only one
who I
thought could ever
care
is with the girl
who hates me

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I am all alone
I don't want to cut again
But it seems this knife
is my only friend

2006-05-19T13:01:00.000-07:00

Hey guys, probabyl won't be on this weeked, I'll try to update and anwser comments on monday morning!
Thanks for being soooooo patient
AnneMarie

...ohh, for all my school people, I nroke my old record of an average of 3 novels a day, I am now up to an average of 4 a day,

and to carly, did you get the email w/ the cd attachment? you need to let me know so I need toknow if I should change the wording of any songs.

sad one

2006-05-17T21:53:00.000-07:00

Lovley petals
falling towards the ground
pieces of me
slowly dying
lying kisses
traitor man

...

2006-05-17T16:02:00.000-07:00

Well, I am now tech. a senior...wahoo.

ok, chorus of my new song:

I didn't mean to lead you on
I'm sorry, it was wrong
I am not in love with you
and thats the truth
I knows it hurts
x2

(I sang/did it for my lit class)

2006-05-15T05:48:00.000-07:00

In this cold hard world
Where I am standing alone
In a swirling gray mist
Of fear
I will wait for
You

I will long
For you
I will hope that someday
You will come
The chosen one
The only one

The only one

me...I forgot where I took this

me (at my computer)

2006-05-11T05:56:00.000-07:00

Reaching through the flame
For the bright red light
That captures me
And enraptures me
I just want to be one with this light

Rainbow of light

2006-05-09T22:07:00.000-07:00

(Chorus)
Looking up at the sky
at this rainbow of light
why can't I feel the sun
a heart of cold stone
against this world I've known
to hate
to hate

In this world
where no one cares
in this world
where people stare
no one loves
no one shows any compassion

(Chorus)
Looking up at the sky
at this rainbow of light
why can't I feel the sun
a heart of cold stone
against this world I've known
to hate
to hate

Where I wish
That I could touch this light
and everyone
would see
me
as I am
not as someone else
as I see
not as they see

(Chorus)
Looking up at the sky
at this rainbow of light
why can't I feel the sun
a heart of cold stone
against this world I've known
to hate
to hate

as I am
as I am
as I am

As I am

2006-05-07T14:56:00.000-07:00

hey guys....short update...

Oh, ya'll go to this site (my churches summer camp) and looks at pics! SO COOL! one scary one of me tho.

www.wfsummercamp.org

pain, pain
dripping out of my
life, life
in jet black drips
on the ground, ground
where it splashes
and marks a trail

Why do I have
this trail of who I've been
Why wont it go away
there's somthing I need

(Chorus)
It's you
but I don't know it
It's you
you try to show it
you have always followed me
It's you, you know my past
it' s you,
you know my future,
always and only you

Black dots,
remind me of the
past, past
I knew this good
would not
last last
what do I need?

(Chorus)
It's you
but I don't know it
It's you
you try to show it
you have always followed me
It's you, you know my past
it' s you,
you know my future,
always and only you

All I needed was you.

Sittin' on the back porch - annemarie mize

2006-05-03T21:54:00.000-07:00

(Chorus)
Sittin' on the back porch
starin' at the sunset
lookin' at this burst of light
a giant red fireball flaming
through the night
Sittin' on the back porch
starin' at the sunset
wishin' I could touch this light
A giant heart of someone's love
flaming through the night

As I walk around throught this life
Wishin that someone cared
Looking at this sea of faces
Made of hard cold stone
No one wants to show any feeling
No one seems to care
going home to an empty house
My family's not there

(Chorus)
Sittin' on the back porch
starin' at the sunset
lookin' at this burst of light
a giant red fireball flaming
through the night
Sittin' on the back porch
starin' at the sunset
wishin' I could touch this light
A giant heart of someone's love
flaming through the night

Looking at all the couples
having picnics at the park
wishing I could be just like them
having a life bursting
with these vibrant colors of love
having aura's of red and gold

(Chorus)
Sittin' on the back porch
starin' at the sunset
lookin' at this burst of light
a giant red fireball flaming
through the night
Sittin' on the back porch
starin' at the sunset
wishin' I could touch this light
A giant heart of someone's love
flaming through the night

I wish I could
I wish I would
I wish It was possible
to be one
with this setting
sun
Of passionate
unending
forever lasting
Kind and caring
Special Love

Vanilla Ice Lyrics

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Uhhhh...

2006-05-02T04:07:00.000-07:00

hello all,

OK, I am in a confused state of mind right now. Dunno why, I just am. Mabye I should go take my anti-depressant those people put me on... Ok, sorry so short, Mabye a song later.

AnneMarie

Update on me and a song/ she knows-annemarie mize

2006-05-01T04:43:00.000-07:00

Ok

all wish me luck, I get to go back to school today after a week, I missed that much work and the EOCT's and am going to have alot of makeup work.

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Hoping for the love
that others see
and can seeem to touch
so easily
reaching for him
he dissapears in
the wind

(Chorus)
She knows
he will never
care
She knows
he will never be
there
She knows
this love is not
to be

He calls
and talks about his girl
she crys
when he hangs up
she knows that he will never
care

(Chorus)

She go's
on with her life
and hides
her grain of hope
she prays that
somehow he would know

(Chorus)

As she
sits by the lake
she sees his reflection
she turns and he quietly
comes and invites her
in his arms
and they stand
locked in an imbrace
of love

(Chorus reprise)
She knows
he always
cared
She knows
he will always
there
She knows
this love was
meant to be

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day after day- annemarie mize (another story of me)

2006-04-30T14:33:00.000-07:00

Hopes in this life
someone would see through the mask
of pain

day after day
cutting through
lily white skin
drawing new blood
to cover the pain
shes in

when someone finds the knife
she crys and denys it
said that she didn't cut her
has to go to a place
to find a new hope
at life

day after day
cutting through
lily white skin
drawing new blood
to cover the pain
shes in

while stuck in this place
sees others
just like her
people who take pain
for pain

day after day
trys not to cut
her scarred skin
hoping one day
those scars
will be gone

I am Back

2006-04-28T04:01:00.000-07:00

Hey guys,
Well, I was gone a week at Peachford Behavioral institute and I was placed in there by my parents for cutting problems, also a low self esteem problem, I met alot of great people and continue to talk to them alot, thanks to all you people who love me and left comments or repeatedly called to see how I was doing!

Love you all so much!

AnneMarie

Is it all over? - annemarie

2006-04-20T04:35:00.000-07:00

Dreams of love not hate,
anymore,
forgives all her foes,
now,
loves to smile and make
people feel loved,
waits for them to return
this kindness,
feel's that they never will,
hopes, prays, crys out,
does anyone care

sorry, no song today!

2006-04-19T04:03:00.000-07:00

Hey guys, sorry now new songs today, {to carly: hurry up and read the old ones!, and call my cell, I sang one of them! I did pretty good} I just didn't feel like typing very much (watch this entry end up really long) I am working on the next part of "True story found" .....I think I might change the name though. you guys know I read 3 books a day, well, what do you think about me going to 4 books a day? Anyways, sorry so so short, longer tomorrow, I promise!

AnneMarie

I am waiting, just waiting - by annemarie mize

2006-04-18T04:15:00.000-07:00

Waiting, just waiting, for that one special kiss
the one that she longs to have,
hoping, just hoping, the right guy will come,
knowing, just knowing, that there is no hope, for her
Pleading, just pleading, that someone would see,
all the pain inside,
willing to let someone with a key to her heart, inside

Waiting, just waiting, for that one special kiss,
the one she longs to have,
wishing, just wishing, the guys could see her heart,
not the other girls,
longing, just longing, all the other girls, would dissapear,
for a day,
looking, just looking, at the way they flirt, and bat their eyes,

Waiting, just waiting for that one special kiss,
the one she knows, she'll never get,
If the other girls, don't let her be herself,
mabye she should just leave this place and go on to another world,
A world when everyone sees your heart,
and not the way you flirt or dress,
where all the girls don't shove you out of the way,
to get a double chance

Waiting just waiting for that one special kiss,
the one she longs to have,
hoping just hoping he'll see her for who she is,

for who she is,

not for who they are,

for who she is, for who she is.

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Todays verses,

Psalm 22:27

All the ends of the world shall remember and turn unto the Lord: and all the kindreds of the nations shall worship before thee.

Ruth 2:10

Then she fell on her face, and bowed herself to the ground, and said unto him, Why have I found grace in thine eyes, that thou shouldest take knowledge of me, seeing I [am] a stranger?

John 3:16
For God so loved the world, that he gave his only begotten Son, that whosoever believeth in him should not perish, but have everlasting life. (the first verse I memorized)

I stand alone - by annemarie

2006-04-16T18:02:00.000-07:00

Sits with her friends on a white sandy beach
moonlight glowing all around
they are all in couples
she sits alone in the crowd

why do the guys all flock away
why do her friends encouage them to
she dosent know, and never will

they leave to go home
her friends act as if its normal
to leave someone out
to flirt with the guys and not let them see
who she is inside

Attracted away by looks
instead of actions
the guys could not know
of all the things she really is inside

not hair and nails,
not stylish clothes,
a writer, an artist, a friend

dosen't care about money
dosen't care about looks
she just wants,
a guy, to be her friend

she just wants, a guy, to be her friend

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had church today, It was me, mindy, Chris, Megan, Robert, Josh, and Levi, guess how many times ANY of the guys talked to me...0. Guess how much they talked to MIndy....whole service. Mabye I am just "not cute enough" to just even be friends with a guy. but other than church, nothing exciting happened today...go figure. I sadly must cut this short to go sulk in my roo........I mean go to sleep (so says my dad, it is only 9:00pm) grrr, whatever. Bye

AnneMarie

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::edit:: monday morning

Behind this Mask - by annemarie

2006-04-15T14:12:00.000-07:00

She says shes normal

She says that she is fine

But inside

She is crying pain filled tears

the hurt she knows

is nothing compared to

normal hurts and fears

She fears love from other people

Becuase of old hurts

She believes in only hurt

I Want lunch! now!

2006-04-14T11:15:00.000-07:00

I am so hungry, well, I updated my stories and on here, but I gotta go!love ya'll~

AnneMarie

I am in Walls and Windows...amazing how much I update in here.

2006-04-14T11:08:00.000-07:00

Hey guys, well, I updated here and I updated my storys as well, ok, love ya'll gotta go!

AnneMarie

Can school be banished? that would be very nice indeed

2006-04-13T04:15:00.000-07:00

I am so freaking tired! I am about to die, literally, whatever, we got a really cute new student, unfourtunetly, the preps think hes cute too and practically begged him to sit w/ them, and of course he did. grrrrrr. poor me and haley, sitting around other people. j/k. but he is really cute. Also...well....I am not going to say the name of the other person I was just thinking about, I promised I would shut up about him until monday. OK, gotta go! love ya's bye!

AnneMarie